The day after Ryan died, I started a google doc. I titled it "Ryan, My Love." The first lines said:
Below will be thoughts, feelings, experiences, posts, and any other miscellaneous things that I want to capture about Ryan. My fear is I won’t ever be able to remember all of the small things, but this is a start. Sometimes I talk to Ryan. Sometimes I talk about Ryan. Sometimes just thoughts...
My fear is still the same; that I won't be able to remember all of the small things. The good, the bad, the happy, the heart wrenching, the nitty gritty of grief...but this is a start.
Below will be thoughts, feelings, experiences, posts, and any other miscellaneous things that I want to capture about Ryan. My fear is I won’t ever be able to remember all of the small things, but this is a start. Sometimes I talk to Ryan. Sometimes I talk about Ryan. Sometimes just thoughts...
My fear is still the same; that I won't be able to remember all of the small things. The good, the bad, the happy, the heart wrenching, the nitty gritty of grief...but this is a start.
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